Smiley happy hand clap your face on the floor

Jaws on people in your peripheral

you know you have been here before

somehow your ghost still gets haunted

somewhere your hosting a fossil in your closet


your feet tap
mind drifter
youve said the same before

the shadow hungry figure that rests wires crossed under my bed
controls a sinister smile overhearing my contemplations echo from what has been said

The child fiddles with squirms and ribbon in my closet
calling, "come see what I've found, it's keep-seeking and dropping around"

I miss Andy tonight
"We should all wear two lifesaving layers"

Snow covered me old

I remember getting my first cd player. The first one I could put in my room. Cheep as hell. I covered it with duct tape.....it was now my own. I remember falling asleep to albums. I escaped to my room. I remember listening for hours as loud as possible and acting as if I was actually performing. Embarrassing. Far. Tool. Primus.... I danced. I DANCED! I got caught....mom.....Matt(he smiled). Embarrassing. Cathartic. EXTREMELY cathartic. I still do the same things but I feel more covered. Snow covered me old. Music saves me from absolutely everything. I love you.

I could cuddle your questions tight
diving meaning splashes
from your stomping feet
cloud passes with a soft tongue

but can't it rest on coveting grace
pulling part of a pulling weight

I think I want to put on paws
feel the dirt
bite
claw
growl
listen hard
let dark fall
settle fetal
see
confirm with smell
run
Jump
bite
growl



yeah, I want to put on paws

It is time to switch things up in a big way